~If people were rain I was a drizzle, and she was a hurricane~ ;♥

dear bestfriend,
well i have 2 bestfriends so i'll do seperate letters,
 
dear bestfriend #1,
I've liked you for a really long time, and I'm hoping one day you'll like me too. I mean, I know you see me as nothing more than a friend. You really are a great person to be around, and I lost alot of friends this year but you were one of the only ones to stick around and you don't know how grateful i am for that. Some people say I shouldn't hang out with you because I "wrecked" your relationship. Some people say I'm forgetting my old friends. Some people even say I shouldn't call you my bestfriend because I haven't known you for that long. Well I used to care what they said, and now I don't. Because I realized those aren't my true friends. If they can't let me be happy, then they aren't friends. So thank you for always standing by me, and respecting my opinions, and liking me for me. Just.. thank you... for being you. I love you.
-Rhiannon
 
dear bestfriend #2,
I remember last year we used to hate eachother. When I gave you a chance though, you are actually a really nice and funny person. We've been through so much together in this past year. You helped me when I was having a rough time, and you brighten up my day. Thank you for being in my life. I wouldn't know what to do without you here.
-Rhiannon

dear ex bestfriend,
i'm not sorry for what happened. because you changed. so did i. you turned out to be this judgemental person and i found friends that accepted me for who i was and didn't judge me. we still talk but not as much as we used to. and i can't say i feel bad about that. none of my new friends like you because you judged them too quickly before you even got a chance to know them. my new friends taught me how to give everyone a chance, to not judge people by what they look like, what kind of music they're into, but by how they treat others. and when i realized you treated people horribly, i left. and i'm sorry i left without an explanation but f*ck any other apology, because i'm not gonna apologize to someone who treated me like crap. that's not friendship

dear ex boyfriend,
you said we could be friends. and did that happen? no. you went and ruined my life. I may have broken up with you, but I was told you got over me very fast. So why did you go around making fun of me on facebook, at school, everywhere i turned you seemed to be ruining my life. So are you really over me? That question will go unanswered because we never talk. No one is ever friends after a breakup. Sometimes I feel down and I wished i hadn't let you go. But at my happiest, I realize I'm better without you, I have great friends, and someone new in my life. We had some fun times that believe me I would live all over again. Now I realize you do this to alot of girls. You like alot of girls. You'll never be settled down with just one. You flirt, you dont want to be tied down. So is that how I made you feel? Tied down? Because if that was the case, you should of just broken up with me, instead of dragging out an unhappy relationship until one of us (in this case it was me) to end it. I'm sorry I let you go. I am. But I think you are better off without me. And if you ever do come around, and ask me out again, I'd probably say no. Because after we broke up, I tried to get you back. But you told me you wanted nothing to do with me. Nothing at all. So why finally when I get over you do you try to get me back? Sorry but that's not how it works. I'm not gonna come running back to you every time. We just weren't made for eachother. And we are both better without us in our lives. So I'm done chasing after you. I had my fun. You had yours. But I need to have fun with other people. So if you ever want to come back into my life, my doors are wide open. But until then, this is my final goodbye. I hate you and love you at the same time.
 
-Rhiannon
 

@lyricbeirsack Does this sound good or what?

dear person I like,
Well we're really good friends and I guess you are single so I could ask you out. But honestly, I feel like you don't like me as anything more than a friend. So you are really sweet and funny and nice, and I hope one day you'll see me as more than a friend too.

So I decided to come back on Polyvore. I just needed some time to figure out myself. i went through alot of shit in these past 3 months but i've conquered it.
 
so here it goes
 
Dear Person I hate,
i do hope you know who you are because I would love to see the look on your face if you found out I hate you. You think everything is fine between us right? Because you gave me one apology I'm certainly going to forgive you right? Wrong. And oh you are so perfect and hilarious so I would have to forgive you right? Wrong. And now we can start over, be friends, maybe even hang out sometime. Right? Wrong. Because that apology wasn't real. Just so you wouldn't have to deal with me in your life as an enemy. Because you my dear, have none. Nobody hates you. Except for me. and would you like to know why I hate you and nobody else does? Because you never put anybody else through
Cutting
Depression
Suicidal thoughts
Eating disorders
 
No darling, nobody else deals with that because of you. So why would they hate you? You're perfect. Everyday I hoped you would come back to me. I was like a lost puppy waiting for it's owner to rescue it. But I don't need you to rescue me anymore. The only thing i need from you is for you to stand there. Just stand there honey, and let me shoot at you as you did to me.
 

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i've been going through a lot lately and i think it's just better if i take a break for a while. i'll be gone for about a month. i think by then i'll have my priorities in order. let's just say my new year did not go off to a great start.
 
if you tag me in your sets currently i ask you to please not until i come back thanks.
 
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song of the day: chasing cars by snow patrol
 
sorry i haven't been on as much as i should. i'm trying to be more active on here before school starts back up because then i'll have no time.
 
happy new year to everyone! i hope 2013 is good to you.
Speaking of 2013, I'm starting to write a book. Everyday if 2013 I'm going to write what happened to me in detail and just my feelings towards everyone and everything because as most of you know i've been having a lot of drama in my life lately so I think writing this book will help me get out my emotions instead of taking them out on myself. I think people will be able to relate to it because it's about real life problems that most of you have faced. After 2013 is over I will be done with it. I'm thinking about sending it to a publisher after that!I really hope it all goes well.
 
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